hope

one of these days i truly hope to write happiness in this blog. i started blogging at a really odd time in my life when my whole world had been flipped upside down. i am a very positive bubbly person in all reality. it's just that there are these dark things that i keep hidden far from the light where anyone can see. this blog is the only place i allow those things to be discovered. but i will continue on the journey and work through this whole thing and the darkness will eventually be brought to the light. then there will be hope again. there will be joy. then maybe this blog may begin to reflect more of who i really am, not just my pain. i hope.