Thursday, December 10, 2009

Days like this

I am definitely having one of those days. One of those days that I would love to have a husband. A man to support me, encourage me, love me and provide me with added strength. A man to bring joy into my life. A man to be a shield of protection for me and for my children. It's just one of those days. I understand that God is the husband to the husbandless and father to the fatherless, and He has proven Himself to be just that time and time again. But on days like today, I feel the need for a man of flesh, bone and muscle to be here. To feel his arms around me and to know that no matter what, we are in this together. I hate days like this. I hate feeling so weak and powerless. I hate longing for something that I don't have and very well may never have. "I need you Jesus, to come to my rescue. Where else can I go?" How do I get through days like this?

1 comment:

  1. Praying for you!Longings unfulfilled are the hardest. Just keeping resting in his embrace and leaning on Him! Ps. 33: 21-22 and Ps. 40 have been my comfort lately...I hope they bless you too! Love you!! That song has been playing in my mind too, I love that one!

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