mistakes made

what am i supposed to think? so his fiance' calls off the wedding and kicks him out and what does he do? he comes here? looking for advice? what did he think, that i would be the one to advise him on how to repair his relationship with her? then he starts in on all the things that he did wrong in our marriage. he actually apologized. he really apologized. after almost 4 years, he finally admitted some of what he did wrong and said he was sorry. that was a shock. but that wasn't even the beginning of it. he wants me to trust him again. to believe that he can be good with the kids. i had to keep from laughing. he goes on to say that we should have open communication (which actually would not be a bad thing) about the kids. then he says that the best way to do that is for us to talk more and DO more things together, LIKE GOING TO A MOVIE TOGETHER! SERIOUSLY? i looked at him like he was crazy. what is he thinking? he wants a "friendship relationship" with me and then in a couple years "who knows". i know!! NO WAY IN HELL!!!! I don't get it. yeah, it was nice to finally get an apology, but like this? one minute he's professing his love for this woman and the next he trying to convince me to go out with him? i'm just way too tired of all this crap. i'm too tired of all his bullshit. if it's not one thing it's another with him. please, walk away leave me and the kids alone, and take your drama producing self elsewhere! compared to being with him, i would GLADLY stay single the rest of my life. that's why i divorced him to begin with! i actually have less stress now as a single mom than i did when i was married to him. how young and naive (read stupid) i was when i married him. this mistake will haunt me the rest of my life. i so need less drama in my life. i need so much less of him in my life. when will that dream come true. the one where he gets a job out in CA and makes a ridiculous amount of money and pays enough in child support for me to just stay home with the kids. works for me! i get to be with the kids and he's on the other side of the country. why don't you ever see a disney movie where this dream comes true??